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Estranged or trapped

A lack of sense of belonging  A feeling of estrangement  Have you come across these because I definitely have and when I do I really don't know what to do   where or whom to go to or just sit and crib  But but but you should not let this get into yourselves..because it's not as simple as it sounds ,it might lead to depression,  anxiety and worse ....suicidal thoughts  So ,try helping ,talk ,scream ,draw ,dance ,sing  shop ,read  basically do what you like and try finding a connection with something  or someone  and try to find a place where you really belong because if it's either here or there ,we all belong somewhere ....just the track has to be set 

the beginning of it

Have you had blackouts ? 
Did you just suddenly fall somewhere and couldn't remember anything ? occurred to me the first time when I was sixteen was dismissed later as iron deficiency. 
But slowly the frequency started increasing ..........and something strange used to occur before those falls/blackouts .....I used to get a feeling that this is going to happen but before I could prepare myself for it ...I would loose control 
So ,finally when I was taken to  🏥 ..the diagnosis was pretty straightforward-left temporal lobe epilepsy ......and that *feeling* was nothing but aura in medical terms but that was just the beginning of a new had given me a shocker but I was all set .....


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